I hate seeing you in pain. I just want to be able to make you feel better.
Lying next to you thinking about that night in Richmond as you sleep makes it difficult to not wake you. But I’m going to let you sleep. You look so peaceful and I’d not want to ruin that.
I’m actually surprised that you have wanted me for as long as you have. I’ve always been drawn to you which is odd seeing as I don’t get drawn to people. But I didn’t think it was mutual. I’m completely flattered.
I know what it is. I hate thinking about you looking at or thinking of someone as you do me. All I can say is no one has ever come even remotely close to making me feel the way you do and it’s the most amazing feeling in the world. I just want you, all of you, for as long as you’ll have me. I cannot imagine living from here on out without you to call my own. I can’t wait for the day that we share the same last name. You are truly my everything.
Since you still haven’t told me something you’d like to try, I’ll go first. I don’t even think I can explain just how badly I want you to tie me up and have your way with me. Just the thought of it is extremely appealing to me.
I would choose you over anyone and anything in the world. Just know that I’ll always stand behind you completely and I’ll love you for all eternity.
